First blog

So,this is my first post.With a new hope and enthusiasm I want to write about the absurdity in life,the lifestyle most of us are engrossed into is very complicated.In our generation we can find that we aren’t complacent,though we have extreme talent inbuild  into us ,somewhere we are fighting with us.Today we need such environmemt where we can be understood,the main prob is this only,we are unable to express what we actually need in our life.So taking arduous step,not succumb to failure,let us walk in precipice and create a happy environment around us.



Ways to make your learning curve grow..

We all somewhere feel that our learning growth is not going as per the way we planned but we if are not flexible and patient enough we will be always stuck with limited growth so, here are ways which really helps us going constantly and also make us deal with few of our anxiety issue which we all face.

1. One skill at a time: Complete what you have decided first, that too one skill at a time it can be a single language which you don’t know and want to explore it. Having many things at once doesn’t help much sometimes we end up learning nothing so keep it simple silly.

2. Patience: We all are involved in so many things family, office work, personal works and some or other issues in our life. We should acknowledge that if we have a passion to learn then nothing can stop us but sometimes a few of the things become important so we need to be patient enough to address those issues first. We should be always optimistic and believe in our ability.

3. Never think that you know everything or nothing: Commonly, we make assumptions that either we know everything or nothing but in reality, if we see there is always a chance to learn more and build your concept more aptly. We should always try to move ahead with what we know and attitude to learn more new things.

4. Sharing knowledge and asking for help: Knowledge sharing always helps to grow and we should always be open to sharing as it not only improves us but we learn and know much better things from others. Feedbacks are important they help us grow and improve ourselves. Asking for help when you are stuck with some problem while learning can be very helpful there are many forums and communities which helps people resolve their queries.



We all go through many emotions in a day but some days are like filled with all the negativity you have been facing over time. How hard it gets is experienced by everyone but what helps?

So we all feel relief only after sharing our emotions with someone or by diverting our mind towards positivity.

Sometimes feeling bad becomes unavoidable it’s like no matter how much you think that you will be happy but add on of things or some event which doesn’t seem pleasurable just ruins your day.

We all go through this but we have to remember one thing that it’s our choice that we can overcome all of this fast coz if we keep on draining ourselves then it harms us.

Sometimes I think that we become strong if we fastly overcome the negativity which comes to us in any way. As we know everyone faces this and it is the part of our life. Everything can’t be perfect all the time so the one who understands this really does very well at coping such situations.


Can I be free and fly..

Walking on the unending road.

My graph seems to be of so many nodes

Then there are many who have nots

It’s becoming difficult to connect the dots

Is the thread tangled with emotions

I see that something is draining…

Ohh I didn’t realize that people are changing

Are we all buried with lies

Waiting for the feelings to die.

All I want is to be free

So can I be free and fly

Waiving pain bye bye



Where you are not judged on the basis of the colour

Pockets without any dollar not considered as poor💰

Walking freely in the roads

Social barriers not giving any loads

Gender 🚻 bias not having any role

Living life like a free soul

Emotional pressure won’t let you mould

Going against any opinion shouldn’t make anyone go cold

Choosing any religion 🛐 won’t cause any fear

That’s the freedom I want to be my near


That loss..

All of a sudden it came.

That just drove me insane.

I know this is nothing new

Better if it was never viewed

Love and inspiration in his work.

What made his thought blurred

Maybe too much rush made him feel too alone.

As if there was no peaceful zone..

What about the promises which were made.

You were not allowed to leave this way..

Things were going normally.Yesterday he stepped off the walk to cross an alley

Today life seems to be silly.As we couldn’t see that person near the valley.

Money and fame which we keep on chasing whole life now seem to be so gross.

Giving up and leaving everything behind is the greatest loss.

This is written for sushant as today one of the great actor sushant Singh rajput committed suicide.


I don’t wanna go back ⬅️.

When I look back ⬅️ it started with an appreciation

I was in the misperception that I am the most flawless creation

Lie it is a lie and I don’t wanna go back…

Day by day I was being deceived

didn’t see what all lies I am going to receive

Love made me go blindfolded

Started living a life which was well-plotted.

Hoax it is…and I don’t wanna go back…

All it was like a dream that soon will be ended

Lies consumed me and everything was dreaded

One day the truth came out

All I wanted was to loudly shout

How I lived in a fairytale without a doubt

At that moment my world shattered.

Didn’t even knewhow I will be getting better.

couldn’t see how I was drowning

All I remember is that I was left with no feelings

Learnt I learnt, I don’t wanna go back

After days passed I came back on track.

I grew stronger than what I thought

Won every battle I fought

Now there is turning back

I don’t wanna go back

I don’t wanna go back…


That drop of tear…

There was something inside me,

My mind didn’t allow me to see

The heart knew there is a void

and was searching for a bright side

When it couldn’t find anything

A sudden burst happened

And I realised how a drop of tear can make a vision clear

Without any fear, you will listen to what you never wanted to hear 👂

All the past mistakes now seemed like a lesson

And the path now I was heading looked easier..

Everything searched in chaos was very near

Earlier it was hard enough to walk even a mile

Now I regained confidence and smile

All that happened because of that drop of tear

Sometimes a drop of tear is needed to make things clear.


When this ends..

The shelter skelter of daily life when I faced traffic on the road to reach office.

When I felt happy seeing the faces of my friends

And there were plans made on Friday’s that should be executed on weekends.

Now everything is at a halt because of a pandemic

And everyone has to stay at home and should be hygienic

Circumstances are hard but there is no need to panic

This will be over soon and that day will be a boon

When this ends there will be again laughter and happiness

So do people will realize the importance of togetherness

The roads will be again filled with noises

Everything will be back to normal and you will be hearing so many voices.


Something on my mind.

Whenever the night looms, Thoughts in my head blooms,

Emotions are making heart filled with fire, Words are flowing like a craving desire.

Sometimes it becomes too hard to see the light🔆 💡

Sometimes we see the colour of the rainbow spread all around in our sight.



Once we become mature enough we realize that what we think that someone close to our heart ,whom we love unconditionally will understand our pain when we are in trouble is such a bullshit coz we all have to go through all the sufferings alone and have to handle them on our own as we live in a world where people wants you only when you are at your best and they will leave you at your worst no matter how much you have done for them.